It's finished...

Today was the funeral for my Father. It's sinking in that my life is a bit emptier then normal these days. My Father knew how to give to others. I just wish he knew how to give a little more to himself by asking for help more so he'd still be here to give to others.

I had the best damn father I ever could have gotten. I'm very thankful for the time I had with him. I will miss him.

My left leg is sore, glad I'm going to the doctors on Friday for a checkup after that viral infection.

Remembering is all I can do now..

I couldn't have asked for a better father, he overcame my grandfathers alcohol problems and grew in to the greatest Dad I could ever hope to get.

He always pushed to do better and his work ethic showed it by working 10-16 hour days for 6 or 7 days a week sometimes even in to his 60's. He pushed himself so my mother could have as good a life she could possibly get with her health problems.

I've always been proud of my father and always will be.

Rest in peace Dad.

:(

Being sick...

Is such a wonderful thing. What was going to be a nice three day weekend where I just putz around has turned in to a four day weekend where on Friday I kicked things off with a prayer to the Porcelain God. After a doctors visit and prescription pickup I've been spending my past few days getting to know my throne.

Might be flu, might be gastric, I'm leaning flu. Since I've gone from hourly visits to the throne to congestion and other things. Doctor ran some blood work on me so we'll see.

One interesting thing out of all this is I've been prescribed my first suppository! That is in case the pill doesn't stay down. No butts about it, it's an interesting feeling and not something I want to do on a regular basis.