Been a while but oh well. I just did something I never wanted to do today. I put down my best friend because he quite possibly had tumors that were bleeding internally. I don't want to go in to much detail but it hurt like hell holding him the entire time he was put to sleep. He had 11 good years on this Earth.
I don't think I'll ever forget how he went limp in my arms. Rest in peace Hoss, I'll miss you, and I'm sorry.